surrender

surrender

surrender is the first word

i totally surrender to you ,

i realize i am working in your esteemed organization

my office,= the universe

new assignment ,= my office work= is sadhana

my boss=you, god, i have to obey you 

i should work sincerely always when i am working in your organization  

i have to be in team spirit with all in the universe since every one, every being is my colleague

as everyone, everyone is working in your organization as directed by you

your standards are high .

i should strive relentlessly to perform as per your expectations

you are the best teacher. i learn by seeing your example

you are the best manager. i learn management by seeing how you are managing the universe

you are the source of power. i draw all my strength from your infinite reservoir of power that is sath ,from you, who is available to me nearest to me deep inside, most intimate

you hold the world clock.

i set my time, i set my clock,

i set my rhyme and rhythm with reference to your clock

i dance to your thaal ,

i sing to your raag

i plan and perform as per your clock

 your calendar

you are the creator of the live calendar in which seasons are manifesting indicative of thy calendar

lord, let thy clock pulse be always audible to me in my heart

you are my complaint box ,

grievance channel and true help

you really listen to my murmur,

my whims and wishes,

my good and bad, my grumblings, my cries ,

my confessions, my anger and my laughter,

my pain, my sufferings, my noise, my music,

my utterances, my wishes, my whispers ,and my silence

lord, i can only turn to you,

i can only run to you

with all my failures, my successes

my frustrations, my cares and my worries.

you are kind, compassionate, understanding, loving,

always forgiving my mistakes, my blunders

my deceiving, my dishonesties, my insincerities, my cunningness

you are my mother father guru and the elder

you’re my friend philosopher and guide in the real sense

you are the best care taker ,

you’re my nath, ,

shree krishna govinda, hare murare,

hey natha narayana, hey vasudeva

my lord, you are the best doctor,

the best healer

you are vadya, veda,

vidya, vydya ,

please excuse me for my above silly expression

this is only my unnecessary show of the pandithya

time has passed without nishtha ,without sadhana

without prayer, alas , cannot regain

pl make me return to you immediately

pl give me bhakthi shradhdha sincerity

i have come back to you

pl accept my commitment

i here by resolve to start afresh

from 0 base my sadhana, my journey from this moment

surrender is the last word,
i surrender