Belief is no relief

 Belief is no relief

truth is the real help

search for truth

no blind grope

assumptions, presumptions

surmises are compromises

belief binds, blinds, misleads,

truth frees, lights, leads

bhagavan says if you want to talk to me in my office, meet me,

 bhagavan says

if you want to talk to me

in my office, meet me,

meet me direct

agents may misdirect

i am there seated in my office,

in the depth of your consciousness

meet me at my own level,

observing right protocol

go your inward track,

by any knack

open is my door,

i am there now , ever and before

my working hours,

all twenty four, yours

for me no holiday

every day a holy day

i remain truly yours

for an early meeting of ours

 Brahmachari

Eka brahmachari shatha markatah

…….3 ways of seeing this, all 3 are right

one brahmachari has energy of 100 monkeys

one brahmachari is as mischievous as  100 monkeys

one brahmachari has an intelligence equivalent to 100 monkeys

 Reality and illusion 

let there be no confusion 

have to be separate clearly first 
and to be mixed intimately next

it's a culinary art
contents in separate parts

added in right ratio and proportion 
to prepare cookies of taste and nutrition

 mystery begins 

vague things, perceived when i was 8 , some flashes of some poetic, unclear flow, but definitely i felt it's happening inside me --once , resulting in some exhilaration, unusual and characteristic, alas , i could neither catch it and talk out nor could scribble it .

it just passed and i wasted a decade .

in my be course in the class room my prof was teaching with elaborate equations the heat flow process in the subject ''heat and mass transfer'', again a flash happened in the mind indicating to me that i discovered an equation thru which every phenomena can be deduced and understood or derived . alas, neither could i explain nor put on paper but it did give an affirmation that i have discovered a valuable thing,

it too just passed and i wasted another decade.

 

fortunately i stumbled upon tm

now things are not as slippery as they were

except with a lament that ''if only i had that opportunity at 8 or at least 18 ......''

this is where, we have lost ourselves lost the life. this is when we must give the technique to the budding youth , to blossom in to gnana prasunam, --a way to reach in to his depth and accelerate the pace of evolution that is possible only for a human being.

hence one of the 16 shodasha samskaras the ''upanayana''

oh what a loss , youth has lost the wealth, the character , having only trivial at their disposal in plenty

Meditation is an indoor game''

said maharishi Mahesh yogi,

in one of his jovial mood, laughed

i mused on playing games

out door games gross
indoor games finer
meditation is the finest

that's it , 
if one understands it

i elaborate still, it's joy
it's a ploy

game is a play, end product does not result in visible output, 
unlike in other acts

played with partners, or sported alone
win lose no matter, but all joy , and fun

involves environ, body, mind and their coordination
but more in easiness than like in a business

1 outdoor games are gross

involve paraphernalia you know what--
ground, team, ball ,bat, net, wicket, what not

body  running, walking, talking, jumping, bumping
needing large energy pumping

distances traversed are large

--horizontal--vertical--slant--skewed 

2 indoor games finer
involve far less of the features of out door ones

3 meditation is the finest
involve the least of even indoor ones

here ,one is the player, the partner, the spectator, the referee,
emptiness is the ground, all within, 

he is active with no activity

he plays he enjoys infinity

he is the winner
mind is the apparent loser,

but it's now with bigger, it's more a gainer
hence the game is win win, none the loser

wise play out doors, wiser play indoors
wisest play wall-less ,no doors