Vinaya humility is manipulation of natural behavior,
culturization, artificiality, cleverness
just to win over others,
trying to appear as good,
making oneself acceptable to others
just to tide over the difficult encounters
---so I do not consider it as a great virtue
but a great skill, nothing more
Innocence is different from humility
Innocence is just to be in readiness to respond as is,
naturally , a childlike,
without the intervention of manipulation
or moderation, or modulation,
it is a tap , full with flowing water,
ready to flow if just turned on ,
no culturization, no suppressing, no waiting,
a state of responding to situations
with natural abilities in full,
not trying to gain favours
or good impressions from others,
non moderating , non artificial, non calculating ,
even unknowing consequences,
unmindful of the vulnerability to dangers, or loss
Bhola, Shankar is innocent , he is no humble
He is jatajoota, no kesha sanskar,
Charmambar, casual to cover himself with what ever available
Digambar, no sense of shame, no body consciousness
Bhasmanga ragaya, just smearing himself with insignificant ahes
Pramatha gana , No status conscious, all are welcome
Nagendra haraya, ok, let me keep this snake as a garland
Bhilsapathi, begging here and there just sufficient to fill the stomach
Nataraja, Dancing as he likes
Smashan vasi, any place is ok for meditation
Giving all boons to bhasmasur , may be even overdose
Just impatient with manmatha , burning him down to ashes, with fury of anger
He is epitome of acceptance, yet not allowing any kidding by others,
He is in deep Samadhi while in intense activity
And innocence is no illusion, no maya, it is in being in present moment fully alert
Bhola nath in us has enough to give enough to teach, enough to deliver us from illusions , to stark reality,
so let the bholanath have his full say in us
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