I do not demean myself , how did you conclude this

i am simply asserting a truth of my experience here , 
i am not affected by praise or appraise, i am just sticking to truth , freely frankly, this does not mean i am demeaning myself or yourself or any self
nor brand me as a spiritualist, without knowing the import of that great word , 
i definitely do not deserve

 such labels, any label is nothing for me 
since i appreciate others thoughts , not blindly, but critically, i am reading with full attention, whether they desrve or not , and i am refining and sharpenning my own thoughts , by rubbing against even when i find just a raw piece of stone

 i demean my self when i just shower empty praise on the visibly defective grasp ,