i am as my will ever the vigil,

 

i am as my will

ever the vigil,

 

i am relieved, relaxed at your lance,  

with a kind glance

 

you permitted wasting your time,

in the larger view of ''life a bigger waste'',

 

my cynicism pops up , alerts me ,

not to play fun with the learned

 

with my eagerness

with abcd rants, 

 

i liked , you liked--

let us continue even if we unlike—

 

since we are  unlike –

that creates a bridge to walk on as we like

 

pardon, if i am found empty and bare 

with no ideas to wear