In reality, only i alone is what that is existing in the whole universe,

 In reality, only i alone is what that is existing in the whole universe, internal and external

this loneliness , this aloneness, aloofness, is inescapable, unavoidable, 
what ever one is, what ever one does, where ever he may go , 

only one, unity , singularity is reality , 

all plurality, versity, multiplicity, variety , diversity, crowd, company, mass, jungle, oceans, rivers, mountains, stars, sun, moon, galaxies appearing infinite, and infinitely different from me 
and from each other is all illusion, delusion, unreal, non existing, a dream

if one is afraid of , bored with, tired of, loneliness, he is grossly lost himself ,he lost joy, lost the treasure, lost the life, he lost everything , he is searching water in mirage