Friday, June 12, 2026

 Seeking god is like the fish in search of the ocean


i was told that it all started with one idle fish in the ocean , it lectured on the great attributes of ocean, 


all the fish flabbergasted, started to search for such ocean, life long, gen after gen, and search is still continuing, so far no fish knows nor could find what/where that really great ocean is , and still are hopeful to find and reach and live ever happily there.


let's hope we too, and help them in all possible ways

 words are released arrow , cannot be called back,


damage is inevitable


so two things are important ,


like in archery


--energy , and intelligence 


arrow to be drawn fully back before shooting it forward,


to go with maximum of energy arrow to be rightly directed with intelligence to hit the target without missing


or without hitting/ harming other things"


 


Spoken words have great power,


to send one into dead sleep,


to cause one to go into dream,


to fly into day dreams,


to rouse into action,


to even make one to fall dead in astonishment ,


or even to commit suicide and die


but experience of silence makes one to use words to make one awaken into supreme knowledge


but alas, no words can work on a mentally deaf individual


so here comes the other side of words, ie listening or receiving aspect


not all can receive,


all filtering , coloring, blocking, diluting,


adulterating, interpreting, understanding,


distortion, noise, giving different meanings,


slant, bias, transmission losses,


differ from person to person for the same words


well meaning words from one reach other as hurt, insult, domination, patronizing, provocation, humiliation


so what / where is the solution ?"


 


This happens when alignment of mind happens with being,resulting in thrikaran sudhi sequence is first , being [ experience of internal silence, ]then ,thinking, talking, walking [doing actions ] in this state, flawless spontaneity happens, resulting in all good, beautiful, beneficial, and right"


Stirring thoughts in silence.=1 yogastha kuru karmani-- so are more powerful and beautiful like said by words worth '' poetry is emotions recollected in tranquility '' silence is great"


Can you think of flawless spontaneity, where every thing uttered is truth , right and sweet?"


We must strive to reach that state , where adi shankara reached, [ it is possible , by and by ]yad yad karma karomi thath thath akhilam shmbho thava aaraadhanam here all talk will be truth and right ie sathyam, rutham and will not hurt sathyam is abolute truth rutham is contextual what is right in the given situation , though not absolute truth like , dharmaraja saying --------aswathama hatha [ kunjara ] , a manipulated truth"


Veda is All spontaneous uttering , are Bhagawadkrupa, .all planning nicely done by god , instant door delivery no more cooking up needed i would wish for a pm who is just extempore, creative, resourceful, undependent, not seeking approval ''teek hai?? etc"


in the first verse The first verse of the Rg Veda Agnimile purohitam yajnasya devam rtvijam hotaram ratna dhatamam.The meaning of the first verse of the Rg Veda We invoke the fire of enthusiasm, the gateway to higher knowledge, the slayer of the demon of lethargy and the bestower of delight. The notion of tapas or discipline is derived from this viewpoint and is a dominant theme of the Upanishads. The mind must rise from a lower level to a higher level through tapas. tapas literally means “to heat” invoking again the image of agni or fire."


viśvā aghne.apa dahārātīryebhistapobhiradaho jarūtham |

pra nisvaraṃ cātayasvāmīvām || 7/1/7 mndlm


the first verse from rig .

The agni working beyond the principles of science for gravity , the fire which directly makes us close to devas in heaven...

aghniṃ vo devamaghnibhiḥ sajoṣā yajiṣṭhaṃ dūtamadhvarekṛṇudhvam |

yo martyeṣu nidhruvirtāvā tapurmūrdhā ghṛtānnaḥ pāvakaḥ || 1/3/7mndlm


actually agni is the source from which rishi vashishtha emerged and this 7th mndlm is dedicated to vashishtha .

vidyuto jyotiḥ pari saṃjihānaṃ mitrāvaruṇā yadapaśyatāṃ tvā |


first Withdraw. Be in Silence. Be safe, do no harm.''---out of all, the most effective is this only this is is what valmiki did, budha did, all saints did and taught , gandhi practiced , every one who really wants to go up is following / will follow --thanks for the clue in this expression becomes the veda, vedic grammer, poetry, , new vocabulary generates suiting to the occasion, no possibility of any mis-statements , and no damage to self and environ"


Cock & Bull stories Can be telling Puranas, Parables ,

for the one who can learn understand, every thing is useful. meaningful, nothing is waste, not trivial

but for others , the best diamonds are trash


mental silence, [ state of being ] is the basis to right thinking and so to right talking and right doing .when this habit of mental silence becomes mature, one is able to think and talk without needing to stop in between, since no stammering, no retardation of talk is the solution . but only the practice of ''being '' is the solution thru which one develops aashu dhaara , nonstop, extempore, spontaneity flawless, and infallible , in speech yet beautiful and truth, even poetic with meter metaphor rhyme rhythm following on their own , also one gains the ability to do a asthaavadhaanam, sathaavadhanam, all ability in simultaneous multi processing , limitless creative expression"


 


The value of the gaps [ silence] between vedic words / sentences in reciting


the significance of the gap value is silence adds beauty to expression empty space adds value to a picture


empty space adds grandeur in room,


looking at cloudless sky adds clarity and freshness to vision"


Vajpayee spoke with long pauses. But on either end of the pause was some great oratory. With Manmohan, there's only pause and no either end.adding ''theek hai?''


Since what ever expressed by any one cannot be complete by default .not all , but one among us has heard the lament of the flowers, and only he has sung it for us not all, but some have seen poetry in the stone, some a message from the clouds, some a song in the flow of river , some have seen kishan in the doll, some have felt the tears from shiva lingaso the message is to ''wake up'' and to ''see'' the unseen, in every scene , hear the throbs of heart in every sigh and frown spoken words are inadequate, miserably fail to convey or receive what is intended deep in side the heart


 


"fill in the blanks"??-------is the greatest task of any one, any of us , in any expression, however complete, or who ever great man or commoner might have /composed it / imposed it / said it / written it /expressed it /painted it / sculptured it / photographed it, /portrayed it / sung it / played it /orated it/ narrated it / orchestrated it / , in any of multiple/ infinite mediums of expression, it s the intelligence/ dexterity of the receiver that matters the mosthow he receives it/ how much he understands it / what he makes out of it not all can give all what they intend to give , not all can receive all what is given extend this applying to god almighty


almighty is all powerful, giving every one every thing full ,but only a few can receive his grace more, all the rest may just miss all he has left all his messages for us to ''fill in the blanks'' he does ''say things and leave half way...''now i leave it for you to "fill in the blanks"!!"

 It's not limited to only one single lanka, 

you are seeing it every where in st,

it is stretching, unending till this moment

it continues limitless,

from where to where beyond your guess 

hanuman is going up and up seated, smiling


there are countless roopas, 

identifiable and unidentifiable


only the very very few wise ones know 

who where how many are hanumans in what form

 

Ecstasy Of Divine Love!,…….

What love is really cannot be expressed or defined, but can only be experienced
i wish to share 
a rare definition of love and , an experience

1 a definition
'' srihari bhakthi rasamrita sindhu'' defines love thus
''samyam masrunitha swantho ---mamathva--athishayankitha
bhaava sa eva saandraathmaa budhyhi prema ni gadyathe''
translates
''the wise call that as prema, love, thru which the heart becomes tender
and in the mind mamatha bhavana, [ my-ness], is created''
there is gulf between this and the usual sensual attraction
in this divine love devotee becomes an vunmaththa, attains to the rasika roopa of bhagavan.
those many a bhakthas who have experienced this, have been there in bhaarath
these bhakthas have fabulously , beautifully described krishna and his madhura leelas , krishna having been their aalambana
one such bhaktha shikhamani is leelasuka[bilva mangala]

2 an experience
''love is god'', love is realized if god is realized
god realized in the deepest samadhi reached thru meditation
one morning this was my unique experience of divine love, 
coming out of meditation, i became a totally a different person,
experiencing love to all in the universe, from the nearest to farthest from my body, limbs, clothes, my kith and kin, my dog, my neighbors, and strangers passing by, the road, the buildings, all the creatures and things in the vicinity, and far universe,
i wanting to share his new found feeling of
--all of you and all these are mine and me, none other, 
this feeling going beyond all barriers and biases of every label, 
truly bringing all in to my heart .this persisted for a few minutes , and gradually it vanished
no description can transmit the experience to the readers. yet i dared to share
and i came to know for the first time. first hand .and this repeats in different degrees now and then and it instantly makes any tendencies of negativity to go on its own

Thursday, June 11, 2026

  

It's funny to treat intellectualizing as satanic.

it's a great disrespect to the great works going on 

from the great intellectuals in every field thru efforts of whom 

man has been able to face the challenges of survival 

thru rationality logic objectivity , 

discovering the scientific laws 

and inventing the necessary tools and techniques, making life a little comfortable 

instead of sitting idle with some surmises and sentiments 

of belief and hoping that things will come on platter

from the gods and angles in the high sky

better think once again and judge yourself

  

 It's common, we are seekers, not masters, we have limitations 
i feel hurt by some 
but i do not know how much i am hurting others, they only feel it.

i learnt that as long as no ill will inside, i flow , neither caring hurt or getting hurt, having understood that in a game with a large team, it is natural that we receive a few bruises scratches, falls, even blows.
yet the game is worth playing, it's a joy more than the small pricks now and then 

but i like to receive an honest opinion, if even a hurt , than a platitude
formal nominal comment 

i love more criticism than praise let ego wars flare, let suppressed desires flow out, it cleanses one's system .and one feels a relief and repentance, exhilaration or relaxation , it s a welcome thing

this is the error we normally fall into.

why expect the world to work as per my expectations wise/unwise

let me do what i can do that's it . none can judge the other, why what how when of others just sitting on a pc .let the world run in  its own way guided by the internal wisdom that is there in all. 

and we continue on our own not as per expectations of xyz, master/seeker 

mukthi is the goal, not bound by anything / any other absolutely 

  

It is not possble to get a clear grasp on spiritual truths unless one gets the experience of absolute truth 
at least once, for one moment, in one's life 

that one qualification distinguishes the gem from pebbles 

and any blogger who has not got that light of experience can never deliver any thing truthfully
this is a fact of life, inescapable

it is 0 or 1
you either got it or not got it 

those who got it can gauage and find the real value of any expression 
so can skip the surface stuff 

here in st i find a very very few who got it 
and they can only deliver the real without confusion

ask further , you can assess my truths also 
and with some , i find they cannot receive, nor can they deliver 
but as a st soul i am trying to share my bit to help all