To god , towards god

 

To god , 
towards god 

all our body, mind 
feelings, emotions, intellect 

every thing, what ever , 
our intelligence 
our smiles, sobs 
complaints, suggestions 
requests, pleadings 

justifications, gesticulations articulations 
art, painting, dance, music, prayer 

puja, dhyan, celebrations
-all go to him, flow to him 

non stop, unconditional , 
logic, no logic 

meaning, no meaning, more meaning
yearning, even yawning

 

he is ocean 
i am the river flowing, flooding 

to be in union with him 
never to return 
never to look back 
in total surrender
with a flat pranam 

my being uttering a silent song 
in chithrasen style
‘’jo kuch hai so thera 
mera muz me kuch nahi’’

God for me both and more -
1  a great great reverent , adorable , valuable, mystery, enigma,
and
2 god is just a play toy, a very familiar, ordinary, a straw, a nothing , a mastery,
he is no lollipop, he  is  just a lollipop,

 

He No lollipop,
it is---- one master folder -----
containing infinite files describing all his great virtues, powers,
as big as infinity, in 33 crores of sub folders,

 

He Is lollipop,

------ i locate and access folders
i play with editing all sub folders, 
i change the names of files names of folders, 
call them gods , goddesses

 

i take files of a few qualities from that master folder

copy them and store them in a separate folder, into that master-folder  i call this folder shiva

 

i take files of a few more other qualities , 
copy them and store them in a another folder, i call it vishnu

and so on

 

and now as devarishi
I knew how to create new gods, 
as per my choice can create as many new gods as i like

super god has created me 
i can create sub gods

 

i take a few qualities as per my will and copy them in separate folder 
and name it god x, and so on endless
so god is definitely a lollipop to play with 
this play is highly enjoyable, useful, great art, great skill

 

So Agenda
is just to play with god 
a solo, with oneself
a duet, with you and your ista devatha 
a brundagaan with multitude of gods 
a hoping jumping walking running to excel yourselves
a tennis / a badminton with you and your god
a foot ball / cricket with you and many gods 
a travel into space with infinite gods in pushpak viman

 

God  Keeps someone to entertain and enlighten......till dissolving......... ?...

 

or due to dissolving, ie after dissolution ?.

 

......kishan scribbled in the state of dissolution , ie after dissolution, it became gita , all time script guiding the humans thru generations

 

.....valmiki scribbled, ie after dissolution,

..............so scribbling continues even after dissolution, rather real great scribbling happens after dissolution,

 

 since that scribble will be HIS scribbling , and it does both entertainment rich with navarasa , and the ultimate enlightenment

 

......btw, depth of the writer/artist will become profound in proportion to the degree of dissolution,

 

...and hence the value and quality of his out put .....................since HE starts writing , in the way potana says.. 
పలికెడిది భాగవతమట
పలికించెడివాడు రామభద్రుండట , bhagavath is being written but rama is the one who is causing the writing to happen...

 

.....................shankara went ahead in neti neti, towards dissolution, and then started to express shivananda lahari, soundarya lahari