mathaji
prayer to thee
pl forgive my arrogance
pl make me into a good sadhaka
pl help me with your kind blessings
I am seeing your response immediately
how did you listen my silent calling I wonder
as I see your lotus palm rising gently ,
and slowly showering thy grace on my head
my whole being is filled with thy grace,
is becoming cool and blissful
you are so far physically
but you are so near as my mother
you are watching me
you are correcting me every second, when faltering
you have given me the internal direction
to write this prayer in my meditation
you have arranged wherewith alls
to send this prayer to you
you are behind the universe,
running the entire show perfectly,
with unmistakable precision
if I see any mistakes,
it is my own sanskara causing it
you are my mother, for a motherless me
you are my father, for a fatherless me
your name is enough to me to fall at your feet in surrender
your kindness is radiating on me,
humility is increasing, sins are melting,
slowly surely I would become enriched in purity
to be able to call my self a humble son of yours
I am falling at your divine feet,
praying again and again ,
weeping at this moment, with tears
amma
pl pl pl forgive my mistakes,
and bless me
Sajida Rasheed Nov 17, 2012 at 08:40 am | |
MAN IS A SOCIAL BEING SO AUTOMATICALLY HE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT "ENERGY"/"SHAKTHI" &WITHOUT COMMUNICATING WITH OTHERS/idols etc. IFNOT HE uses his "SOLOLIQUY" to fullfill his uncontrollable desires OR his mistakes to be forgiven by the forgiver according to his belief(or solace where he feels with) whether it may be MATAJI/MAMATAJI/NETAJI/LOTUSJI/of anyJI"s..... Infact I don't know whether yr feelings to the socalled MATAJI of yr blog is of yr beloved GODDESS or yr gentle breeze feel of self satisfaction of keeping something/someone in yr mind??????? Anyway GOD MAINTAINS SILENCE .... MAN HAS AN INBUILT INNOCENCE.... FOOLISH PEOPLE R IN NO SENSE...... WISE PEOPLE R WITHOUT ARROGANCE..... POLISHED(EXPERIENCED) PEOPLE HAVE ESSENCE!!!!!!! ATLAST I can say onething....TO HAVE A BLISS OF WISDOM without commiting NONSENSE(mistakes) again and again is important than TO B BLESSED by forgiveness. | |
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Nov 17, 2012 at 03:35 pm | |
Unity then diversity then unity...repeating communication is to expand into infinite oneness with universe internal , external,with everything outside , with every thing inside he reaches all, to take them into himself in every possible mode need and manifestation of communication is natural ---not limited to words --but thru variety of media | |
HE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT COMMUNICATING WITH OTHERS /idols etc, visible or invisible but his message is to the invisible supreme that is in all , and in oneself silence is the best media to communicate from one to oneself , in self referral mode | |
Rishi Vasanth Replies to Sajida Rasheed Nov 17, 2012 at 03:47 pm | |
''feelings to the socalled MATAJI of yr blog is '' in prayer one proceeds addressing to person/being/thing real/imaginary/imagery even ---all with name/.form/qualities and then suddenly , at some stage , he goes beyond these, to the soul of these , it is like we start with a train, and after some station , we get off and board a plane , leaving train behind REPLYDELETE |  Like |
This prayer is an e mail to mariamma , my collegue at work place, my teacher in spirituality, when i think of her , i feel very very fine devotional overflow | Like |
She is just an ordinary individual, but teaches spirituality , conducts courses, satsangs in spare time, actively involved in seva to destitute and old ,no ostentation, no pomposity, just routine . but her presence or her memory sends me in to this kind of feelings . i just write without inhibition , meaningful or meaningless, but this energizes me, purifies me | |
I give below yet another similar example of how jump happens from physical/mental level to the soul level in the relation between individuals in st i experience such soul to soul contacts with some Love --an experience my blog ''love--do we understand rightly'' is relevant here Body mind nervous system became, very very refined. we went thru a lot of processes, guruji gave us such a wonderful teaching and instructions , which made us ---so fine that we the participants totally forgot our physical identities separating us from one another [in an advanced residential course] ---so fine that we all were enjoying as if just belonging to one single loving family, Brunda, a volunteer, a young mother, fed me with her hands, I felt as a child as if to eat from her hands not peculiar , she appearing no stranger,though i did not know who she was. she neither smiled, nor talked much, just doing the seva, with great love devotion as if it was a great pooja she spotted me and i too felt some thing special, unusual in her talk , in her walk. we exchanged a few words, routine, but it was unforgettable unexplainable, what was communicated between us mostly we were just existing in silence together there , to me she appeared just a fullness. the course was over, our intimacy continued over phone, a tele satsang frequently We exchanged souls’ out pourings overflowing with love, mundane matters acquiring new colors, spiritual matters revealing ever new insights in our talks , so casual The love was so intense, extremely satisfying, wanting us to interact again and again, we entered and stayed inside each other’s souls and souls started talking to each other inside, telephone became unnecessary. My heart wrote poems in brunda consciousness నా వెంట బృంద నా పంట బృంద నా కంట బృంద నా ఇంట బృంద నా లోన బృంద నా జ్ఞాన బృంద నా చిన్న బృంద నా మిన్న బృంద నీ నామం నా మంత్రం నీ వాక్యం నా కావ్యం నీ పాదాలు నీ ప్రసాదాలు నా పూజా ఫలితాలు నీవే నా దత్త గురువు దత్త దీక్ష ఇచ్చావు నీవే నా ఆత్మవు నీవే పరమాత్మవు నీ ధ్యానం దివ్య లోక సందర్శనం along me is brunda, my harvest is brunda in my eyes brunda, in my home brunda in me brunda, my gyan brunda my small brunda, my great brunda thy name is , my manthra thy talk , theme of my epic thy feet thy gift of grace result of my pooja you are my dathaguru initiated in to datha deeksha you are my athma you are paramathma thy memory the vision of god's abode it was an intoxication, an addiction. just a memory of hers in me , and of mine in her, she says too ,is enough to send into a trance, even after a long time now, ---we not wishing / not needing to visit each others' homes, --though earlier we did once love overcomes the distance ----physical or mental, and all barriers, biases , identities , ----like god it is .................read on..................... what next? gradually our tele con lost charm, we felt one day i said '' brunda who is inside me is more charming than you'' not surprized, she said '' i want to talk to you from my inside only not thru phone, or in person'' all this telecon was on earth plane, a walk talk, very nice enjoyable on the way we got into a super plane, the pushpak viman , inside, enjoying the flight talk 1000 times more charming. i glimpsed this jump in my poem while i wrote ''in me brunda my gyan brunda'' what was the means for this jump? it is name brunda the names takes the flight directly in to me--not the any physical id aspects in our meet or talk--though they were the initial steps, but slow rishi here cognizes the glory of nama smarana, nama japa , just the name that's it purandara dasa sings neenyaako? ninna hangyaako? ranga ninna namada balavondiddare saako what avail are, you , your glory? ranga the strength of your name alone is enough this break journey takes place, getting off the train, and catching the flight. one goes beyond the glory of icons, form phenomena mahima of gods to the inside of that god thru one's own inside.applies to temples, gurus, saints who / what ever in manifest form----every one takes us to our inside and stay there in full fledge glory unending all saints have taken this inside flight meera, jayadev, bilva mangal, akka, thukaram chaithanya --- many many others. true love undependent, unconditional , independent of our psycho physio, endures within. blessed are true lovers they are gods to each other and to all in the universe | |
Rishiji, who gave thee a key to see into my own heart to write it for all who read here, read thee, you have tearfully torn the mirror from me - | |
Mathaji prayer to thee | |
To God is thee? then that makes three and that makes One, check my math, Ji, Check my math - | |
?????????? | |
I don't have a clue, it just came out. | |
I am seeing your response immediately how did you listen my silent calling I wonder | |
Thy response, నీ పలుకు ప్రభూ నా పిలుపు నిను చేరక ముందే నీ పలుకు నాకందే నా పిలుపే నీ పలుకు prabhu before my call reached you thy response reached me my call is it self, thy response you write to my soul i read you in my soul it's all soul to soul thy soul is my soul it's a song i sing ,solo i alone hear , lo! | |
Two dear, check your math: not solo, not one - O! CHECK YOUR MATH! | |
[adverb] without anybody else; "the child stayed home alone"; "he flew solo" Synonyms: alone, unaccompanied [noun] any activity that is performed alone without assistance [noun] a musical composition for one voice or instrument (with or without accompaniment) [noun] a flight in which the aircraft pilot is unaccompanied [verb] fly alone, without a co-pilot or passengers [verb] perform a piece written for a single instrument [adjective] composed or performed by a single voice or instrument; "a passage for solo clarinet" | |
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