I like st dialogs

I like st dialogs 
I like st dialogs, 

direct , indirect
twisting, stretching, bending 
alluding, elluding,
digressing, diverting, 
evading avoiding,

 
yet one wanting to give what one wants to give
yet one wanting to receive what one wants to receive

none matching up,

all patching up

 
do what you like to do
let others do what they like to do

i take all as they come 
i know i am not yet a boss of the universe
so if universe does not obey by commands 
if universe does not want to behave as per my expectations 
i simply feel that i must grow a little more ,

so i put in that needed improvement on to myself 
while i wish all must also grow , my eye is on self growth , 

despite or inspite of environ 
st or any entity