a blog on my blogging

a blog on my blogging

a blog on my blogging

q''web log=weblog=we blog=blog ---that is what it came to, i learnt, evolved in 1990s , mainly , done online, in the internet

also  --personal blog, --done on web , shared, dialogged, or stored privately, expressing once thought stimulated by lifes experiences, events, and dawning of wisdom in one's evolution''uq

but to me, it's an inner exploration, an adventure, no less in excitement, in discovering new worlds in side------than a columbus on america, a newton on apple

it's a participation, an involvement, an empathy, of any sensitive mind, rather heart, flowing , in its natural inclination, probably exploring deeper within, or wide world outside, ---with own wisdom, ability, ---or exposing an acquired wealth of knowledge, ---with a hope that a co traveller may see some light, some guidance, some solace, ---with also a hope that some one will offer a helping hand to lead to right direction

in any case it is a kind of prayer to an unknown god, at his altar, a confession, an offering, a surrender, also a complaint , even a curse, in helplessness --but all -----lightening the burden of life , transferring it on to the creator as if a arghya, a water offering to surya , a handful, pouring back in to the ocean from which it is taken

a disclaimer that nothing is mine, every thng is yours and hence i give you back all good and bad , surrendering to your will

sure , some god some where , some where in the times, known unknown listens, takes, and probably replies in known language or thru his own silence.

but sure it lightens the heart, brightens the mind, energieses one to tread on come what may

My writing started in1970's, after my initiation into meditation , it 's just a natural flow , i now know that i have been blogging, it is a pleasant surprise, more a satisfaction, i am thankful to guruparampara, it is all a level of richas cognised within

and my blogs being mostly personal, which i like, i am happy at my expressions, once expressed, done with.--seen/unseen by any, liked unliked, replied/ignored, agreed./countered, the purpose being just to explore my self, aimed mostly at my self, my SELF, my god.

i am the speaker , i am the best listener, that's it

And i the one who replies when/where required.

then why in internet ?

to internet my entry is recent, a few months

it is just incidental that i keyboard them.

otherwise it's just scribbling, 

i have been perfectly happy with just a pen and paper, convenient, serving my purpose, undependent on elaborate pc and paraphernalia,

how long this? i do not know. but i do believe in utter simplicity, independence, self sufficient ,goal is mukthi.

why to depend on any thing/any one

More simple than pen and paper is-- blog in mind, direct.

mind is my paper

imagination my pen

chethna, consciousness my ink

i cognize, i sketch outline, i fill details, i edit, i make it full, i finalize all in mind.

i write at leisure /feed to pc, from memory.

not an obstruction/distraction for chores/professional duties, --it is all parallel process, 

1 an aspect of me doing a blog, and 

2 an aspect of me doing the work at hand with full concentration, 

a doubled enjoyment.