God realization has infinite indexes thru which it can be verified confirmed ascertained asserted, without a slight doubt. 

it is as clear and concrete as 2+2=4

let us agree to disagree. since truth has aspects infinite

from your angle, your opinions may be perfect, i respect your verdict , 

but surely i go by my conscience Benedict 

i can understand the valley of differences between dream/hallucination and realization .

i am rational logical scientific down to earth uncompromising.

never a believer , nor sentimental, 

nor idle talker, nor wishful thinker

nor a stray tinker

praise the lord

''i am the way , the truth and the life''--i understand, and adore the message and the Messiah