my answer is ''yes but no''
[pl read '' i ''as a typical human being, not me personally]
how? let 's see
YES.......because i am dwytha, simplest answer
god and me are separate
i have very little knowledge, power, presence in this infinite cosmos
i have no control even on my closest, neaerst, dearest, they have their own decision makers
i have no /very little control over my body nervoussystem, mind, they are functioning on their own--i eat, but what happens inside, happens by itself
some body functions ae autonomous, involuntary, i see snake, i jump before deciding to
i have no control over thinking, why which thought for what purpose, i know not, just stream in
neither i have control on sun moon stars,
then who controls all?boldly i say i do not know.
but unless things are controlled by some agency they do not move in specified motion, things are not at random
i am not too at random, though i have no control over me
that means , x is doing all this
i was not born at my will, i did not cook to eat in mother's womb. x fed me
i neither can grow faster, nor can slow my growth, nor can i stop my growth
i am growing as per design and program by some x
i am having some powers of choice, some abilities --again delegated/bestowed on me by x
i am a robot--conceived designed, manufactured, delivered by a nature's machine, called mother, in collaboration with another machine called father, both similarly manufactured by x
x is a clever fellow, hiding, and making all dance to his tune
one day i may locate him, but not sure, whether he has programmed me to locate and question him face to face. in all probability no
i am a robot, and fated/programmed to be a robot for ever
but i am programmed to take pride in calling myself
but no, because i am adwytha, simplest answer again
god and me are one
i was a robot, i was thinking
i saw around, knew that things are not at random , i am not at random, things are working as per system
saw my hardware,
body--i can grow mustles if i want
i can walk run as desired by me, i can stay without food, without water, without sleep, at least to a degree, i can manipulate my breath stop it , accelerate, slow it, as i want it again to some degree
breath an intrface between h/w and s/w
i saw software, my mind, closely observed ways of work, tried to manipulate, needed to read all manuals, learnt japa, found that it can be manipulated, learnt meditation. found that thoughts vanish, that means i can control/redirect /reprogram body mind functioning
when i can manipulate my own ,i can manipulate others's as well
when i can manipulate my own ,i can manipulate others's as well
that means my system is not having a rigidity seal from an outside agency but it is a thing working from inside me , as decided and driven within limitations though
as i continued my sadhana, i leart that more we gain familiarity of ourselves within more we are able to have some effect on outside that means the system is not utsideagency programmed, but inside, that is me only as per my choice, i have come to this level of evolution purely by my self will choices but not a preprogrammed choices.
when i further continued my inner exploration, i concluded that all the laws of nature are well structured in my depths, nothing from outside, i can open each memory smruthi, and read what i stored from ages from several births i found that i can gain control in proportionate to my sadhana, as per my choice
my becoming the most powerful is simply my choice,
i can expand my abilities beyond any limitations , can command any thing any where, sitting simply in samadhi at one place
at my will i can create lokas, i can create beings.
i knew that this is my universe and i am the ceo of it
i have every thng under my perfect command including sun stars moon oceans, i only have defined all the laws and i only have deputed all the devi devathasto run this universe, folloeing the rules procedures laid in detaile by me only
i know every thing i can do any thing, i can be any whare
i am the mono monarch
eka chathradhi pathi
none else and nothing else
i have grown up from being dwytha to being an adwytha
there is none other than me, no second other than me
i am the creator, sustainer the destroyer
not at all a robot,no remote in some body's hand
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