a few gems giving me a lead into myself

to discover myself more ,

despite a  few who drag me in to mud,

i simply  be a kamala , a pankaja,

in panka , panka nourishing me to be pure vanaja,

to be eligible to get blessing from lakshmi,

giving birth to value products, lakshmi, padmaja,

and adore myself in her hands ,

in the hands of padmahastha , padmakshi, padma priya, padmasri