Wednesday, April 1, 2026

   Single vital reason for degradation is the loss of the light of atma gyan......................

2....single vital solution is individually one to become atmagyani, 

then the same topsy-turvy world appears to be most perfect beautifully working

3...you cannot improve the world it is impossible task, 

but you can raise your seeing ability which sees divinity working totally perfectly

4....one need not wait for world to improve, till every one becomes ideal perfect person 


..in the community of illiterates, a couple of persons can learn and become literate and educated without waiting for all illiterates to become pandits

   total man

=in+out

=nonchange+change

=nirgun niraakaar +sagun saakaar

=sathya+mithya

=nithya+anithya

=never changing+ever changing

=in deepest meditation transcendent+activity after

=pure awareness+awareness of world

   They did something else instead.

since they did not--- experience the state --------from which rishi cognizes and expresses these truths.

but they are the most sincere followers with utmost faith , more blind belief in their masters,

and did what all they could, in the assumption that they are doing the best duty and service to their beloved , revered master

pitiably not knowing that parrotting is more harm than benefit.

hence the emergence of religion, overshadowing the spirit of the spirituality with a haze of rituals superstitions dos donts sentiments all just the hangama of event management done with extreme indulgence

Man grew, but he now is carrying the props, now props are riding the man , crippling him with burdens and obstacles 

The focus has shifted , inevitably from knowing and living to talking preaching, spreading, with motive to earn petty name fame which all great souls spurned in preference to ''being that reality absolutely

So it is now , no more a search for god--or what ever that power, ------but to quickly encash on the ''ignorant'' ''sinners'' gullibility, with a personal agenda and associated propaganda wth all possible marketting techniques and nuances.

yes they are really ''successful'' in their meeting their targets, and have become ''relax'' and ''enjoy'' the super earnings life long ,

and in its wake ,bringing down the society to utter ruin

It's time one looks for the'' proof pudding'', not content with reading the great menu cards in the star ashrams, where there is no'' heat of knowledge '' to bake the cake fully

   A drop, yes

Life , a water drop on a lotus leaf

yet ambitious to merge in ocean deep

miles to go before sleep

to reach heaven for at least a peep

life is what one can make of it, 

for it no any limit

to me all is a limitless possibility 

for creative potentiality

   after that what?

after attaining to that ultimate evolution, 

becoming a all knowing ''know all'', 

all capable ''do all'' , 

all pervading ''be all'''

the scientist becoming the creator,

the creator becoming the creation,

the creation continues, 

as the ''ever changing'' new expressions 

of the ''never changing'' original ''nothing''

''nothing'' remains the unseen cause,

causing all to happen continuously non stop

and all creation becoming ever curious 

to know ''nothing'' 

and to be ''nothing''

and becomes ''nothing''

and 

'' nothing '' becomes ''everything''

'' everything '' becomes ''nothing''

.......cycle repeats, 

seed to tree, tree to seed

   all part of civilization , a child, growing,

crawling, rising, falling, faltering,

yet ,to stand up and walk, learning

a few bruises here and there,

a few punishments now and then,

for errors --knowing and not

yet continues learning

soon to march fast and be running

learns itself to support

grows to care and protect

in the way of almighty direct

its ways are just perfect.

   allow your flow free, it's a growth

not bound by x y z persons or a b c gods ,

not ritualistic yet spiritualistic

it's a life living as per heart 

it's all coinciding with own experiences 

we graduate from one level to other higher,

exploring the areas which we find charming 

leaving behind the familiar,

 the march continues in joy 

experiencing infinite variety , beauty , and underlying unity

till you find that all gods are one god, 

and that one god is nothing but your own self 

nearest dearest most intimate 

and ultimate simultaneously

     Afresh every moment 

navo navo bhavathi 
creation is de novo always
kishan sambhaveth kshane kshane
time , eternity compressed in to a single moment
a single moment expands to eternity
time is in present tense, ------------now
god is present --now
time---the present moment-----god
time is god
this moment is the fullest presence of god ---infinitely
in space ,above, below, left, right, front, back
tomorrow never can be experienced, it is only tomorrow.
yesterday exists only as memory,
as if the plates left over after meal is finished
the delicious meal is the presence of god
present now, at this moment

   an aspect of me wants to be silent, like a sadhu, muni in maun

another aspect of me wants to be as active as a sportsman

one other is a kavi, wants to flow in mysterious poetry

yet another wants to be a mathematician to solve divine riddles

a daaku in me wants to cheat and rob, 

a devatha in me wants to dwell in the darbar of devendra

an engineer in me likes to redesign the universe

i am a monkey jumping from branch to branch

a cow, chewing the cud of memories

a bird, trying to fly without wings

i am an insignificant insect,

really a tiniest speck of dust 

yet within this worthless cage of flesh and bones

are truly a bundle of infinite personalities one trying excel other

a universe , compacted, packaged

delivered thru the womb of mother


what is all this, sense or nonsense?

is god, a genius or just an idiot ? or both?

i know not the truth forsooth

   Divya prema Samadhi

Taught to us in Sidha Samadhi Yoga course of Rishi Prabhakar

Process

-Guruparampara stuti

-Purification thru pranayam, amrutahar, light yoga asans

-Experience of dhyan Samadhi

-Action/movement in meditation

----prema is liking to the ultimate level

-keep aside all your dislikes, mentally, feelings, physically

-do not escape from discomfort, dislikes, and disadvantages

-rather accept each and every thing as a god given gift

-god has chosen the best gift in the form of various situations, circumstances,

- hence,

Do not accept as in helpless condition,

‘’I cannot avoid. So I accept’’…no

-accept every situation etc with utmost liking irrespective of whether it is good/ bad/ discomfort/disliked

-when I am liking things, I take them to my heart

…then I do things / I experience things at ultimate level / with my whole/complete involvement

-the result Is

Yad yad karma karomi thath thath akhilam shambho thava aaraadhanam

-prema Samadhi + karma = karma yoga

Ie action in sweetness

Since every act is saturated with your ultimate liking irrespective of whether it is your heart’s desire or any work assigned/chosen

   divine dance --what how why when where happens 

dance is a great subject, great in depth, intricate in detail, great in tradition, great artists flourished, great gharanas, lines like bharath,kuchipudi, kathak, ..countless, including the folk dances evolved.

requires rigorous discipline and sustained practice

an able artist sways the audience spell bound

blessed are the dancers and dance masters

however, routinely, dancing expertly, the best dance artist on the stage, entertains audience, his mind with concern on the accuracy,  to some extent the  response, the claps, and also justifiably on  the awards rewards, also some publicity...one deserves

this all is good, welcome , this being on the earth plane

but some thing more,,,,,,,

what is divine dance

it's not action or inaction 

it's silence in action

.In the high state of purity, one gains the ability to express things cognized in other lokas, which can not be expressed and communicated fully in words--but need the accurate body language abhinaya, mudra, bhangima,

supposing one enters vishnu loka and experiences the presence of lakshmi, that experience is a cognition --

how she is , her face, her standing, her sitting, her hands, her palms, her movements---all these requires a much higher vocabulary of body language , 

it can be conveyed thru body language only -

and the state of divinity in which lakshmi is can be conveyed only in that state thru energies activating the relevant nerves to express those details

divine dance ----differs from usual dance forms including classical/traditional/modern----

differs from drill / exercise/ physical fitness movements/ routine day to day movements of limbs, organs

not necessarily in conformity with  natya shasthras or suthras ,

it goes beyond the usual definition of granthas

nor result of rigorous practice of dance lessons

if it appears to conform to any rules, it is incidental, but in its manifestation, the rules of dance are cognized and they become the guide

where it happens

essentially divine dance is an experience of existence in higher lokas, while one may be in any loka, including manava loka

supreme is his audience, his reward

how

we should understand most fundamental of how achara becomes chara, how  non moving starts moving 

how silence manifests as activity, where is its starting point

consciousness has infinite potential --potential energy--sath---has possibility to express in infinite ways in infinite channels

human , being a product of that creative intelligence, has infinite potential to receive and express the creativity. 


due to non use or limited use / not knowing how to use the full potential, that energy gets displayed only in routine, but very few channels. 

to enable full flow,  the channels of the system, ie the system of body mind nervous system has to be pure.

as the system gains purity, more channels get opened up and new expressions come out

why it happens

divine dance is a result of purification , the expression flowing in novel ways thru new channels,  creative intelligence expressing itself in the best possible way, with least effort and no resistance, from  imposition 

the contact with source never lost, the silence , the nonaction pervading the action, dance continues

when

key condition being the purity of the system, it happens at any stage, but manifesting in beauty, novelty, intensity in proportionate to the potential energy gained in purity

at any time in the day/night in any season but in tune with nature, creating some times  its own environ

did you witness

1 recalling one ''balanjaneya'' in kasapuram, guntakal, ap known for anjaneya temple---a young man in twenties--with long hair wearing a just a langoti, --used to stray around, attends harathi , takes little prasad and vanishes---appears during night  bhajans --dances , does not know what when how he does it--as if hanuman is dancing with ecstasy--mind in the other world----not all----suddenly he jumps like a monkey to the temple roof top --ordinary man cannot do that---even he cannot when on earth plane ---goes up on the gopuram dances there comes down --now goes to a nearby tree swiftly climbs up and on the top branch sits and swings to the tune, comes down --again  is in the bhajan  his eyes semi closed appearing as if a perverted--evokes awe respect

during his normal state he just smiles, does not talk much and is sober like any

2 not in such intensity, yet a little nearer to this , is what  dances devotees do in bhjans in sathsangs

3 nearer experience one gains as part of training in the courses, dancing along with the participants

4 typically, in our ssy/amc, at ravirala, hyd, a participant attracted attention for his graceful walk in doing his normal movements . one asked '' are you a dancer?'' he surprised and said’ no'' and went about his work, with the same charming movements, innocently . i remember even now,

late i came to know that he is a long time meditator

5 full import is possible in the state of transcendence in the advanced stage of sadhana, when system is in unruffled silence in the vigorous activity, freed from inhibitions

the system when becomes refined to a great degree, it becomes ready to explore devaloka or any such higher lokas depending on the level of refinement. 

in other words, gods will visit ,  his system has become a holy / worthy for their entry and presence

it can also be understood as --- that he is ready to do/ in a state to do  aavaahan / invocation to devi devathas 

corollary is---in this state, he takes the name /manthra/ sthothra of a devatha---which are live links, in fact, and gains access to that loka and to the presence of devatha, devatha is pleased, gives a few of his powers/ qualities to him , his personality is charged with those qualities, and now , ---he has become that devatha in human form--but not in the same mahima, but with say 0.001% of the total mahima

6 in our spiritually rich country, one must have witnessed several examples of such ---including in our homes or in villages, in festivals / pujas,/ drum beats --some one starts behaving peculiarly, moving, shaking, talking illegibly, but surely he is under the spell of some devatha

unknowing the science behind , one grossly undervalues such things, --it is a pity---and we do every thing in the name of spirituality--pooja etc, but devatha is ignored ritual only is cared.

we are good at modern science and are convinced on being rational--not knowing the true rationality behind such phenomena


whereas every ritual pooja, vratha, theertha, yathra, sravan, manan, --all aimed rising to higher lokas and get the grace of devathas, ---it all demands the basis of purity of the system, ---and we do everything except attending to how to raise the purity level.

hence the reality of devi devathas is not really comprehended--hence a world is lost---and things have become mechanical including the  dances--with only entertainment value   , arts serving commercialism, for name fame, wealth, losing pitiably the noble track of leading to the entry in to higher lokas, 

and lokas are non existing for many, remaining mythology myth worth reading and watching in the tv/movie/media

7 i recall one bhaktha,  male, he was in the state of radha and was after kishan like radha, his gestures, his words his prayer all in the bliss of radha experiencing the love for krishna some might have seen this in tv long back 

can any one do

key is purity

meditation is the shortest way to gain 

meditate,  things follow

no matter, one is illiterate 

or an expert pandit, 

not necessary to know great scriptures 

or detailed procedures, 

irrespective of biodata or label, everyone has opportunity to grow in purity and thus be eligible to enter the world of gods and angels, and be singing and dancing with them

but let's remember , devalok is only an intermediate station for break-journey on the way to the eternal abode the parandham

as sadhana matures, one gains the ability , to easily go to the ultimate and come back to the earth plane easily, and to be in any loka in between for just the pleasure and fun of it, as per one's wish, like an expert artist , a musician for eg to play any raga once he knows the full range of swaras and practices on the keys initially


ultimate

all this write up is to say my one favorite point----

in the highest state of sadhana every movement is divine dance, every posture a divine mudra, every utterence a kaavya, every tune a raga, every step a thaala  exuding grace , filling the environ with bliss

  Deepam jyothi paramjyothi

deepena harathe papam

sandhyadeepam namosthuthe


this deepam is for 3sandhyas

morning midday evenning

deepam is symbolic to represent the light of the transcendent absolute

   My university praised me giving me a degree , 

with first class with distinction , on convocation day

in the evening, i looked at adi shankara , 

he said '' o fool, it's all useless, will not save you, do something else''

i did accept shankara, did my home work, as he prescribed.

now i say to all ''moodha mathe, bhajagovindam''

take it as you feel, 

my intention is not a big deal

   My best discretion is the god in me making my choices .

it knows in a momentary glance what is gem what is junk

it will not be fooled by any sale talk , however brilliant, 

i do not mind picking a thing from mud , if i see value in it 

i can see thru the fake, tho well showcased with the best of dress and decoration.

i will not pass the buck to some unseen god, if i make a wrong choice, by mistake.

i take the consequences deliberately , with a smile, and suffer the losses laughing 

but i learn the lessons , i never will repeat the mistake

the lessons from my mistakes

lessons from other unfortunate victims of wrong choices

and my discretion gets sharpened by every incident, every encounter, 

and i grow continuously making wiser and wiser choices.

all because, i take the buck on to myself

  My sanyas is wonderful


no courses, no discourses

no appointments, no disappointments

no death, no birth

no relatives, no friends

no enemies, no favorites

no agenda, no jhanda

no elections, no selections

no awards, no rewards

no win, no lose

no gain, no loss

no politics, no economics

no dress code, no tress mode

no leaders, no followers,

no past, no future

no smile, no laugh

no weep, no cry

no sympathy, no empathy

no hurry, no worry

no concern, no discern

no attachment, no detachment

no tour no travel

no journey, no goal

no duties, no obligations

no religion, no caste

no nationality, no discrimination


no walls no boundaries

no issues, no wars 

   educational qualifications, character and conduct certificates, interview, exams, written and vocal, interviews , merit listing, strictest job, specs, performance evaluation, punishment awards as per performance must be there for all politicians

    Reality and illusion 

let there be no confusion 

have to be separate clearly first 
and to be mixed intimately next

it's a culinary art
contents in separate parts

added in right ratio and proportion 
to prepare cookies of taste and nutrition

   either god is imitating me, my mistakes

or i am imitating god, his takes

god and i have multiple id ' and avatars, what for this lead 

taking new births from time to time, what is the need

both are hiding their real photo and profile

are they timid, wicked, or vile

playing hide and seek

with mischief reaching peak

you must bring them to book

hold them firmly with a hook

a thief can not catch a thief

only honest , real is our right chief 

at least god let him catch 

he cannot with me match

   i was driving bike to reach factory

usual traffic , speed breakers, over takers, 

jerks, swings, police, hawkers ,

routine, no novel

nothing unusual

one thought how to reach in time safely, of course

mind thinking, body acting, as a matter of course

things were going smooth

it was a luck, forsooth

mind felt things to be alright and declutched from body, 

started thinking laterally, a bit moody

what is the goal?--- not the factory

when?--- not after the story turns into history

now, here ,on the road, on the bike

my being started to drive the mind alike

it said the goal is to be with being

and every moment be seeing and doing

i reduced the speed a little, hands on the brake relaxed,

manipulating the accelerator negotiating situations unlaxed

now ,eyes were not only on the road and traffic, 

but on trees, sky, shops, buildings, people, panorama terrific

the body in high relaxation, 

became light as air, as if nonexistent

it was just a moment of stand still, 

as if i am not travelling, not sitting on vehicle, 

just existing nonchalance, 

a non moving in all moving,

is it a dream have i slipped into ?

no, i am fully aware alert

rather in much more alertness than usual, 

on the road minding expertly every obstruction or traffic signal,

manipulating the speed , but entirely carefree, not careless.

yes i was in a state of being in acting

…..here i found how—

being permeating the mind and body nervous system, 

the activity becomes effortless, enjoyable, as if doing an art, 

with total involvement 

yet completely uninvolved, as if a witness.

…..driving is one example… , 

every activity thus becomes an attempt to reach the goal every moment confirming journey is itself the goal

   My blogging 

to me, it's an inner exploration, an adventure, no less in excitement, in discovering new worlds in side------than a columbus on america, a newton on apple

it's a participation, an involvement, an empathy, of any sensitive mind, rather heart, flowing, in its natural inclination, probably exploring deeper within, or wide world outside, ---with own wisdom, ability, ---or exposing an acquired wealth of knowledge, ---with a hope that a co traveler may see some light, some guidance, some solace, ---with also a hope that someone will offer a helping hand to lead to right direction

in any case it is a kind of prayer to an unknown god, at his altar, a confession, an offering, a surrender, also a complaint, even a curse, in helplessness --but all -----lightening the burden of life, transferring it on to the creator as if a arghya, a water offering to surya , a handful, pouring back in to the ocean from which it is taken

a disclaimer that nothing is mine, everything is yours and hence i give you back all good and bad , surrendering to your will

sure, some god somewhere , somewhere in the times, known unknown listens, takes, and probably replies in known language or thru his own silence.

but sure it lightens the heart, brightens the mind, energizes one to tread on come what may

My writing started in1970's, after my initiation into meditation , it 's just a natural flow , i now know that i have been blogging, it is a pleasant surprise, more a satisfaction, i am thankful to guru parampara, it is all a level of richas cognised within and my blogs being mostly personal, which i like, i am happy at my expressions, once expressed, done with.--seen/unseen by any, liked unliked, replied/ignored, agreed./countered, the purpose being just to explore myself, aimed mostly at myself, my SELF, my god.

i am the speaker , i am the best listener, that's it

And i the one who replies when/where required.

then why in internet ?

to internet my entry is recent, it is just incidental that i keyboard them.

otherwise it's just scribbling, i have been perfectly happy with just a pen and paper, convenient, serving my purpose, undependent on elaborate pc and paraphernalia,

how long this? i do not know. but i do believe in utter simplicity, independence, self sufficient ,goal is mukthi. why to depend on anything/any one 

More simple than pen and paper is-- blog in mind, direct.

mind is my paper

imagination my pen

chethna, conciousness my ink

i cognize, i sketch outline, i fill details, 

i edit, i make it full, i finalize all in mind

.i write at leisure /feed to pc, from memory.

not an obstruction/distraction for chores/professional duties, --it is all parallel process, 

1 an aspect of me doing a blog, and 

2 an aspect of me doing the work at hand with full concentration, a doubled enjoyment.

   In advanced state of sadhana, gradually our contribution  becomes less and less 

and nature cooperation becomes more , and more

our contribution is just a wish /desire only not any need of doing, immediately god responds and task gets done 

this is the skill in action karma sukaushalam, ‘’do less accomplish more''

this statement becomes our experience

 ie yatheenam brahma bhavathi sarathi, god becomes servant of devotee, god is really bhakthonka daasaanudaasa hai 

like, in gajendra moksha , at the call of devotee gajaraaj , lord vishnu comes running instantly leaving everything behind, and saves him from magar"

"This is called sidha way of life"

"One's 100% attention involved / focused on the task, all the creativity is at one's finger tips, output will be a master piece. ie task is done as if god himself is doing

when sakkubai was grinding the grains, kishan came and sat before her, and he grinded along with her , sakku found the task easy effortless as if she was not doing, only task is getting done this is the state of naishkarmya, ie the state of nondoing while doing, ie the art of doing