Sunday, April 26, 2026

     do not underestimate ''discretion'' which distinguishes wise and fool 

man is hungry 

food is available ranging from best to the worst --all god made--

discretion also god given 

he goes for the best, not rotten 

if some one is taking rotten out of ignorance, i can pity him, i can correct him 

but the one who goes for filth ,knowingly, wantedly , willingly, unhesitatingly, even with a liking for it, and does not listen to my advice, i feel pity but i cannot help this guy, tho is god made, godman, or god himself


  jottings


Why is there such a need for meditation in today’s society, in today’s life?

"Best results will follow if learnt from guru and practiced regularly"

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"I eagerly wait for a day when media/ movies /ads persons learn to respect female, and stop commercial exploitation of the sacred physiology of female by irrelevant unwanted harmful naked exposures"

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"14 lokas are refer to stratums of existence , not the earth or its depths"

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"In the ultimate analysis, individual is a miniature universe, yatha pinde thathaa brahmande''universe reacts to individual action'' ----maharishi says''unfathomable is the rane of karma----githa"

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"Quite logically, and truthfully it is either god exists or does not exist , not that he exists selectively as per convenience to find excuses or passing the buck .i recall one of the great master rishi prabhakar teaching ssy, teaching a similar frank stand about the responsibility.ie one should take total responsibility for success or failures or hold god responsible for everything"

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"If you really know and Understand who you are, then god will cease to exist only you alone exist in the universe, and you will know that it is you who is running this universe"

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even the CRYING BABY to GET FOOD also not passing the buck and waiting for food to come to it , but taking responsibility and so crying, and succeeding in getting its needs fulfilled, without waiting for god"

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"Why to put god lifelong in the unknown cellar somewhere within only, when you yourself are the visible all powerful god in and out every where your sight reaches the stars, that means you did touch the far distant stars and came back at speed of light"

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"Individual is the system and the component of the system individual is finite and infinite"

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"Its all about feeling responsibility without trying to find escape routes in the name of god or past"

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"Every member in the family must feel the full responsibility for the whole family, nay, for the whole universe"

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"If God is gracious, then why death is happening, why pain is felt when a hurt or injury happens why his grace does not make individual painless , hurt proof, injury proof?"

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"Then is it not logical that every one of us is responsible for our actions and answerable for it? Certainly that is the point even hunger and sleep can be overcome if man takes responsibility and persists, valmiki is the example"

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"We bother about God he always does not bother about us., he is just uninvolved witness Do your work. Deal your pain, enjoy your happiness. you are The God residing as you!!!"

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"HE does not take care of all his creations. he has delegated all the responsibility to man"

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"Since ''God really answers the worship by removing your difficulties .

to build-up real devotion in course of time ‘man has the responsibility of worship and its consequences"

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"To know that ''There is order in this world. '' individual is responsible"

"Feeling responsibility for action by individual is godly feature"

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"BELIEVING AND NON-BELIEVING ARE DANGEROUS----title is bold, assertion, i fully concur, not based on belief or non belief but on going open ended just to see what it is all about . i do not respect nor do i disrespect either of them , yes, we find men with both traits, so they are in traps life long jignasa , just a curiosity, and an effort to know it helps"

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"I understood in my own terms , , a student visiting a nice library as if stumbled upon ,the inner library starts revealing a lot to him, ie, souls functioning, ie, intuition, without a teacher teaching, or without external inputs causing feelings and reactions , nice insight indicates an eg of souls functioning , even this blog itself"

     Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Chhaaya Rupen Samsthita,

  • Namastasyai Namastasyai Namastasyai Namo Namah.
  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Shakti Rupen Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Trishna Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Shaanti Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Jaati Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Lajja Rupen Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Shaanti Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Shraddha Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Kaanti Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Lakshmi Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Vradhhi Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Smriti Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Daya Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Tushti Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Maatr Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Ya Devi Sarva Bhuteshu Bhraanti Rupena Samsthita,
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  • Indriyaana Madhishthaatree Bhootaanaan Chaakhileshu Ya,
  • Bhooteshu Satatan Tasyai Vyaaptidevyai Namo Namah.
  • Chitirupen Ya Krtsnam Etat Vyaapya Sthitah Jagat,
  • Namastasyai Namastasyai Namastasyai Namo Namah

On the way to a hotel , in my first official tour, ----- in my early youth------i was taken by a taxi fellow to thru the streets where prostitutes were out at their doors, windows with their antics of skin exposure and sly smiles.

i saw like gautham [budha] what and how the life is and working

i learnt a lesson, never to look at naked figures, nor yield for distractions however attractive they may be

even to day , i am thankful for the pimp, the taxi driver and to my dear prostituting mothers and sisters for helping me, to go in the right way , quite early in life

and to be in st with such eligibility

2 earliest , in career , on getting confirmation as engineer, after apprenticeship, , we friends arranged a party in a hotel----''Three Aces'' --whose standard ad has been

''tonight and every night

rendezvous of the elite''

so we met there, we are ''elite'' you know?

well , it was first experience , for me , may not be for others

server with all ''courtesy'' served beer , music lilting was enchanting

i looked at it , some brownish, but smell not inviting , i kept aside

But all were sipping with great relish, with jokes to go with .

ok

now from the corner stepped out a barely clad female, with smiles, body curving, steps dancing to the rhythm of the song, hands making all kinds of twists turns stretches, lifts up down side ward fingers in peculiar posture

She was moving ''gracefully'' to every table and delicately extending welcome to the subtle advances the customers were gesticulating, some trying to touch her, some trying to insert currency notes in her bikini

Every one was enjoying the others “performance'' and eagerly waiting for their turn

it was 10 pm

i was told more show to come with band party readying themselves to come to the floor

but

Gotham in me , made me to get up , i just excused my self to the friends, and silently slowly walked out of the hotel

went home , slept a sound sleep , not worried bit about this great night shows

gain i felt , i am thankful to all for this early practical lessons in life

3 this when in college

the not so crowded que while slowly moving for darshan of great lord venkateshwara in tirupati,

i was pushed from behind by the breasts of a woman / girl, pretending to be getting pushed in the crowd,, there was enough space was there , and shy availed the opportunity to get pressed and may be she was starved for it , she did 2/3 times and with smile, she was looking beautiful, from good family

i tried to move away to keep a respectable gap , but still she was hungry persisting

balaji must have closed his eyes.

but i opened my eyes and quickly finished his holy darshan to avoid unholy sparshan and rushed away without looking back

without looking back still i am rushing away at every such encounters from any great mother /sister all along life, thanking god to helping me

now iam budha from gatham i graduated

all due to my encounters in life quite early in life

keechad se kamal

       nama roopa , after tm, i was just thinking of grapes, with eyes closed.

immediately my whole being , my consciousness became as if it is grape stuff, soft, juicy, cool, sweet

I was as if I was within the grape, my mental tongue was  tasting and enjoying the grape stuff, the tongue was also feeling the seeds here and there. .i knew that this is not some mental creation, or imagination, but is a result of transformation my pure consciousness has undergone. I was delighted and enjoyed this experience which lasted for a minute or so.

Referring to maharishi’s hypothesis on the possibility of curing disorders by making use of name of the medicine alone,,, not using it actually 

----i relate this tm sidhi experience with it , and feel yes it is possible

       to possess something is greed' ,

no it is need ,  value analysis and value engg is done nicely in nature's products


highly integrated design, all systems digestive, eliminative, breathing----nicely packaged, covered with a skin outside, smooth, soft, good looking


economical,..works with minimum inputs of food air water


easy to manufacture---thru womb


self repairing--healing


automated with energy packed


can also complain /suggest to its creator the god inside


nature is a very good engineer

all greed is true need of the individual really ,

individual would love to possess the whole universe

na alpe sukhamasthu

---there is no joy in small little gains .

only in possessing the totality ,

the individual will feel real happiness

and all individuals love to be totally happy

 

 

''hunger for it , lust for it or say passionate to have it, that we can

overcome /possess by money/war/cheat/power , sama daana , , bheda danda.. ''

individual strives to possess totality by using all possible ways crooked or straight , depending on their wisdom

only the wise spiritual [ like me ] knows how to possess the whole universe, without doing any thing

he does nothing and owns the universe, like his baap kaa maal

since he knows the necessary ''kamaaal''

so he is the happiest , for nothing

 

but true love is entirely selfless .

no

but true love is entirely selfish,

selfishness is the greatest virtue

do not forgo it

all existence is self centered, self interest governs the individual

without self interest,

one becomes a corpse,

only dead person is really selfless.

 

since true love is entirely selfish, it' is all possessing /buying/grabbing lusting for any and all materialistic requirements

better read '' virtue of selfishness'' by ayn rand

--- selfish--- love is something u share , spread , give to humankind

or universe by virtue of possessing true wisdom

which cannot be bought or sold or gabbed by wealth or war ,

stealing or cheating , conspiracy or cunningness.


one can love other human or other beings or love anything , if only he is fully selfish in loving himself

true love is possible only in love of self

 

i love myself

since i am extremely selfish

i am owning the universe totally

all this is not just theory

 

i have a strong lovable basis for this, the profound experience of true universal love , which is beyond any reach of words

 

i love myself

      zero base

disown everything , every relation

refresh, restart newly and purify

take each carefully and focus

take one, complete it then take second

create beauty

in every output,

in every movement let beauty flow

source=shivam=athma